There is Nothing Worse Than a Mad Fat Woman

I was raised to stuff my feelings which I do very well. Along the way while I was stuffing my feelings I have also stuffed myself. I am beginning the journey to become a happier, healthier, firmer and thinner version of my former self. What follows are the ramblings from the journey.

Saturday, September 3, 2011

TG for the Weekend

Does anyone else feel like they are living in a sauna? This heat and humidity makes me feel nauseous, lazy and all I really want to do it sit in the house with a book and my bottles of water.

A mid-morning trip to the Farmer's Market was the high point of my day. Scott Farms has had the best peaches this year and I got the last of them. In fact, I think when I finish this entry I'm going to have a second one.

Life is too short to not enjoy the simple things; a bottle of cold water, air conditioning and yes, peaches from Scott Farms are a few of the things I am thankful for today.

Tomorrow I have my precious second granddaughter, CeCe overnight. I am happy to spend this time with her one on one. Sometimes I don't feel like I have the bond with her that I have with Jill. Of course she is ony 4 months old, so it is too early to tell if she likes me or not. I love CeCe with the same intensity as I do Jill. It is a careful balance with a three year old who has had her Nana T all to herself and now sharing that time with CeCe. Jill has been adjusting better than her Nana T.

Tomorrow is also weigh in day. It makes me a little sick to my stomach. I hate failing - again I put more pressure on myself than anyone else. Maybe because it is more important to me than anyone else. Another crazy thing I have to figure out about myself.

Wishing everyone a fun and safe Labor Day weekend.

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